“I like living.
I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable..
racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know
quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.”
~Agatha Christie~
Today… I think my body decided that it’s time to go down for the count. Sitting up is tiring! So this is going to be short in all likelihood. I did manage to work on a few things for CWL from my bed this morning then a fever came and now I’m fighting the urge to lay down & quit. I feel yucky and want to take a bath but I know that even changing clothes is going be a chore. This is when I really get frustrated with being sick. I can do without being able to do things I WANT to do in life most days.. but the things I NEED to do are harder to handle when I can’t. It really really sucks to have to find a compromise with your own freakin body…
Yes.. I know it could be worse.. a lot worse. Which is why I don’t post many negatives. I hate feeling like I’m complaining. There are times tho that I get so frustrated with the limitations imposed upon me that I just need to say “I HATE YOU FIBRO & stop dragging me down!” to get rid of the negativity that can often poison my thoughts.
Today, Fibro might’ve won my body… but I won’t let it have my thoughts too…
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